1. |
Moon Chamber
04:35
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sleeping in a daze and,
watching all my days pass by,
I'm losing all my grip on,
the things I want,
and what is right
I'm fleeting in a day dream,
is any of this even real life,
it’s been so long since
I could tell the difference and I'm
swimming through my memory,
and losing all my sensory
deprivation
sing to me,
a song that keeps me from waking up
to reality,
reality is so cruel
losing concentration,
I can’t make out the lines
of your face,
if I don’t focus now I’ll,
lose it in the smoke and flames,
burning everything inside,
raging and twisting my mind,
I miss everything I was,
I hope I’m thrown into the fire,
sing to me,
a song that keeps me from waking up
to reality,
reality is so cruel
sing to me,
a song that keeps me from waking up
sing to me
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2. |
Splinter
04:03
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digging in my skin,
splinters in my hands again,
today I wrote a song
about some old friends
I know we went our separate ways
I’d like to think that
you’re doing okay
from time to time I wonder
was it ever supposed to be this way
splinters, in my fingers
from the frays and breaks
the bed that I’ve made is full of,
splinters, in my fingers
everything I couldn’t save
is before me
but you were always right and,
I was always in the way and,
I never meant to bite
the hand that feeds
splinters, in my fingers
from the frays and the breaks,
the bed that I’ve made is full of
things I never should have said,
and better times
when things were well,
splinters getting deeper
and this one’s gonna hurt like hell
even though i know it hurts me
I’d do it all again to feel this pain
at least i know it’s worth something
I push everything good away
drag my hands across the floorboards
of a house we built together
and now it’s left a couple splinters
now it’s left a couple slpinters
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3. |
Familiar Drugs
03:08
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medicate relapse
dizzy in my blur
the blood that’s in my veins
might kill me faster
than familiar drugs
I think you said
this is all just temporary
life moves fast it’s momentary
spinning in suffering
the ending
never justifies the meaning
sharp when it hits
because my anger never sets
and I know
failure has been
a familiar hand to hold
I’ve been keeping alive
by killing myself with anything
an unfamiliar high,
I'm just afraid of the fall
the medicine I'm abusing
it’s hard to fight
when I know I'm losing
spinning in suffering
life is only temporary
familiar drugs just keep me spinning
I don’t wanna come down
from this feeling at all
spin in suffering
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4. |
Death of Desire
04:13
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I think I'm feeling
the strain, cause I'm reeling
from every mistake I've made
it replays, I refrain
and try to find the steps to retrace
I would die to feel alive,
reside
inside the corners of your mind
this is the death of my desire
silence is the song of my
funeral choir
waiting,
for the world to move my way
everything, will hurt me all the same
my world has become an altar
for every empty prayer
and funeral pyre
my song is the silence at the vigil
no comply
I refrain
where did I go wrong?
and what do I say?
I've lost my soul
to wasted youth
and the promise of everything
waiting
for the world to move my way
everything, will hurt me all the same
pacing through hell and back again
face to face
what I loved I've grown to hate
the death of desire
place my love in the fire
the funeral choir
love was dragged
through the thorns and briars
and I know, I want
for what was never mine
I know, the price
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5. |
Die Alone
04:10
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just take
me somewhere that I want to go
where flowers are falling forever
and ever this feels so good
to be in this place
could this, be bliss?
kissed by the rose,
but cut by the thorn again
take me to that place
where flowers are falling forever
and ever
nothing good is good enough it seems
take and take until there’s nothing
so why does this feel so fragile
maybe all of this is for nothing
I feel like I'm running out
of whatever's keeping me going
don't give me that look
it’s so condescending
and I am on a mending
trying but I’m failing
searching for my ending
I don’t wanna live
I'd rather die alone
see if the other side
feels closer to home
god only knows I've been here before
too many times for my own good
take me somewhere I want to go
where flowers are falling forever
I don’t wanna live
I'd rather die alone
see if the other side
feels closer to home
and god only knows
I've been here before
too many times for my own good
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6. |
Color Theory
04:26
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I believe, I can see color
for the first time in a long time
I've been wanting to feel something
but I’m not sure what it is
uncertainty always got the best of me
but now I believe
in everything you told me
landslide, falling into me
everything is only color and theory
don’t take it so seriously,
do you enjoy anything anymore?
I can’t even smile at the thought of it
and I don’t feel,
like I’ll be here for sooner or later
a part of me has always known
that I couldn’t contain it
landslide, falling into me
everything is only color and theory
will my feet hit the floor?
or will I sink down to the bottom?
before I depart,
I’ll remember everything
everything is only temporary
and I know, my knuckles are white
from hitting the walls
and I know, I’ve been
bitter over everything
I know, my desperation shows
but how should I feel?
when I’ve given everything
just to come back with nothing?
and I know,
everything is only color and theory
landslide, falling into me
everything is only color and theory
will my feet hit the floor?
or will I sink down to the bottom?
before I depart,
I'll remember everything
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7. |
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who I am is not who I used to be,
cliché to say,
but lately I've been feeling strange,
bad vibrations are echoing through everything,
this tastes like blood and honey,
it used to be so sweet now it turns my stomach
funny how life is so ironic
I’ve ran away from everything now it’s haunting
nothing stays forever, a hard lesson to learn,
phone calls to old friends mend the bridges I’ve burned
“how the hell have you been?”
“is life getting better?”
this tastes like blood and honey,
used to be so sweet now turns my stomach
funny how life is so ironic
I’ve ran away from everything now it’s haunting
I keep getting older my hurt is showing
all I taste is blood but it used to be honey
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